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How do you measure a year?

Five hundred twenty five thousand six hundred minutes. Five hundred twenty five thousand moments so dear. How do you measure,  Five hundred twenty five thousand six hundred minutes. Measure a year?   It's the eve of Ellie's first birthday and I'm sitting in a dark living room looking at the birthday decorations surrounding me.  They are haphazard, and a bit lazy if I'm being honest, and I'm mad at myself for not being more on top of this.  I should have a big celebration planned, I should be buying platters and ordering pizzas to feed friends and family.   But I'm not.  Not for lack of hoping I guess, we all know the lockdown situation that is upon us.  I think back in the summer we all assumed this wouldn't be a big deal by now.   No one expected Christmas to be cancelled.  But having a December baby means not only is Christmas cancelled, but so are big giant 1st birthday parties.  This isn't a COVID blog, I promise.  It factors in...